“Misery loves company, I like the way that sounds, ive been trying to find the meaning so that I can write it down, staring out the window, its such a long way down, I’d like to jump but m afraid to hit the ground…”. Its been a sad couple of days for me. Don’t know why. Depression is hovering around like a black cloud and just a lil bit of nothing can bring the rain pouring down. Why? Am I clinically depressed?? Hell no! I’m the happiest person in the world, tht is if u discount new brides and mothers. And maybe children. I hate my work. Scratch that, I love my work but I hate the fact that I am unable to do my work. i get the feeling that if I don’t come to work for three weeks no one will notice until I come back. And then all they’ll say is ‘uh.. u used to work here right?’ Sigh! self pity. It actually is quite boring. M shaking it off right now. Shake it off…. ok!!! i'm fine now!! For a while now ve been flirting with this guy in my office. Nothing serious. In fact, I shy away ...
Random, unstructured musings of a complicated mind!